Raazxc ♥

It's Tuesday.

2012-02-14T00:32:00.001+08:00

Happy valentines. ;)

A question for you.

2012-02-05T00:32:00.001+08:00

Why are you still stepping in here?
Why are you still stalking?
What do you want?
Ask yourself about it and use your brain and think.
And yes, I'm talking to you.

Give an answer to yourself instead of me.

Adele - Someone Like You

2012-01-17T21:59:00.002+08:00

Never mind, I'll find someone like you

I wish nothing but the best for you, too

Don't forget me, I begged,

I remember you said

Sometimes it lasts in love, but sometimes it hurts instead

Nothing compares, no worries or cares

Regrets and mistakes, they're memories made

Who would have known how bittersweet this would taste?

- Adele Someone Like You -

I found someone like you but he treat me as entertainer too. So I Left.

Smile.

2012-01-08T00:38:00.001+08:00

It's been month I dint update because I know I will be posting same and same thing. Time flies fast huh.. Months ? Half year? Going a year? Theres many thing happened in those passed months that you dont know. I think you dont even bother or wanted to know it because its annoying and irritating. Haha. I only know I need to lift up my face muscle to smile. To make there's no worries on me. I really hold strong to face a lot of thing alone. Make my own decision. Solve stupid problems. And get fooled by guys again and again. Guess that I'm really good to be treat as entertainer huh. There's no where I can rely on, not even family side. Dear god, can you just give me someone that I can rely on.. I'm tired...

Smile. Is my mask.
I Miss You.
Yainnie.

x]

2011-10-13T07:44:00.003+08:00

Why Are You Even Bother to Read x]

Stop Stalking My Blog.

Live with Peace.

Baek Ji young - That Woman

2011-10-07T16:49:00.006+08:00

I sang few word quite wrongly..but yea..

Yainnie's version.

One woman loves you.
That woman loves you wholeheartedly.
She follows you around like a shadow everyday,
That woman is laughing and crying.

Just How..How much more do I have to gaze at you alone.
This love that came like the wind, This love like a beggar.
If I continue this way, will you love me?
Just come a little nearer..a little more..
If I take one step closer to you, then you take two steps back.
I who love you am next to you now.
That woman is crying.

That woman now is very careful
Therefore, to learning a method of smile
Even can not talk with best friend … too much
So the woman’s heart is always crying

So that woman…is loving you…
Such a fool. Because it is such a fool
can you hug me?
I also want to be loved, my dear
Day by day in my heart, only in my heart…
just like this calling you
That woman, is still in your side

That woman… is me, do you know ?
Or You know it but still act this ?
You really do not know,because you´re a big fool …

I always wanted to sing song for the one i love. Not they sing for me..

Once in a while.

2011-10-03T00:23:00.004+08:00

Once in a while.

I do.

My wish.

DoorClose.

2011-08-18T23:23:00.002+08:00

Sorry that you're not happy. Will stop posting. I will keep everything close to myself.

-DoorClose-

.::ItOnlyWillBeMySecret::.

Hahas.

2011-08-16T20:18:00.002+08:00

How I wish You'll look at me and smile. And say : " I'm back. "

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Raazxc

.::Hahas::.

Seriously, I cant.

2011-08-09T23:21:00.003+08:00

I love photos, because it never changes even when the person in it does.

我喜欢照片，因为即便当里面的人变了的时候，它也不会变。

为什么我一定要把自己扮演得很开心，实际上我却一点也不开心。我崩溃了吗？还是神经病了。已经多少个月了？我只想说我放不下。我真的很爱你。

明明很想哭，却还在笑；

明明忘不掉，却说已经忘了；

明明很在乎，却装作无所谓；

明明很脆弱，却装作很坚强；

明明很痛苦，却偏偏说自己很幸福；

明明已经无法挽回，却依然执着

明明说的是违心的假话，却说那是自己的真心话；

明明知道说这样的话会受害，却忍着疼轻松说出。

Anyone can tell me why am I able to cry so hard yesterday and the previous day. Is this the only way I can release myself from keeping everything in my mind. Full already, thats why it leak out by tears. Facing alot peoples that start their new journey together. I grats and happy for them but I tears and pain for myself.

Rejecting peoples is really killing me. But, I have to. Because I dont love them. 为什么你是我最完美的，但我却不是你的最完美。

Got to go and release myself again. Nights.

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Raazxc

.::Iseriouslycryhardformyself::.

Sorry blog, Bear with me just for a moment.

2011-07-15T01:12:00.006+08:00

Its 1:10AM.

Hahas. Why am i still blogging.

Sorry blog, I've no one to talk to. Therefore here am I to find you, blog.

~~I wont leave you never.Wait forever cause that day will never come. You will cling and stick to me like a magnet on earth.Not going anywhere.~~

Sorry blog, that i tears again. Why i've become such a dumbo.

Let me post some new sentences that i found in facebook. Sorry blog. Just let me type in to release my idiot emotions.

Got time then stay and have a read.

The worst feeling in the world is when you can't love anyone else, because your heart still belongs to the one who broke it.
世界上最糟糕的一种感觉是，你无法爱上别人，只因你依然留恋那个伤害你的人 .

Trust is like a piece of paper, once it's crumpled, it can't be perfect again.
信任就像是一张白纸，一旦皱了，它就不可能再完美。

有没有这么一个人，你无数次说着要放弃，但终究还是舍不得。

有没有这么一个人，你心甘情愿地被伤害，即使你知道你会遍体鳞伤。

有没有这么一个人，你会在独自一人时想他想到哭泣，却在看见他时故作无所谓地笑 .

(of course I have..)

女人敢走，是看准男人会回头。
男人头也不回，是看准女人不敢走。(Zen de ma?)

That's the worst part. Liking someone so much and knowing he'll never feel the same way. ( Did anyone felt that too? )

你不要对我这么好，你对我这么好，要是有一天你对我不好了，我会很伤心。 ( Wo zi dao.. )

If two past lovers can remain friends, it's either they were never in love or they still are.
如果分手的恋人还能做朋友，要不从没爱过，要不还在爱着 ( shi zen de ma...? )

最失败的听众是，人家随便说，你却当真了 ! ( Then I must be the very damn god failure )

吃醋是因为喜欢，
生气是因为在乎，
发呆是因为想念，
伤心是因为不想失去。 ( Good! )

【解读女人心】

1、越是会害羞的女人，说明她越纯洁；
2、自尊心越强的女人，越不会主动追求男人；
3、女人越是说自己不漂亮，就越希望男人说她漂亮；
4、表面越冷的女人，其内心越炽热；
5、女人问男人的问题越愚蠢，说明她越喜欢他

( I think i simply just asked you alot. So it means this? haha.. )

如果一个女人真的爱你，
她会因为很多事情对你发脾气，
却始终坚守在你身边。
如果一个男人真爱你，
永远不会丢下你，
不管情形有多难。( owh.. )

I really want to talk to you, but I feel like I’m annoying you.
真的好想跟你讲话，但又很怕你嫌我烦。

( I know Im always so fan de )

她接到喜欢了七年的他电话。他对她说：我们在一起吧。
尽管她听到电话那头别人的窃窃笑声。她还是淡定的说：好啊。
然后她说：大冒险又输了吧？他说：我选的是真心话。

( This is exactly how i feel that time )

Lol..seems like too much uh.. Bear with me. It make me feels better again now.

SIgn off : 1:57 AM

Raazxc

.::SorryThatIcantControlAgain:.

Am i Really Happy? I hope I am.

2011-07-13T00:19:00.005+08:00

笑只是一種表情，與快樂無關。

難過的時候就笑吧。

Seriously sick already.

Cough. Sore throat. Flu!

Alot of things gonna plan out. This week I must at least finish my 2D for 70%! Next week assessment for it already ;( MTV. I hope can finish shoot as soon as possible. Entreprenuership! I hope its fun by doing business in school.

When I sick. My brain function more slow.

When I sick. My hair gone very dry and messy.

When I sick. I dont feel like eating. Yea. I dint take breakfast and dinner today by only taking Wan Tan Mee as my lunch.

When I sick. I think alot.

When I sick. I cry easily.

When I sick. I want to care anything.

Hao. Sorry for everything. You did make me feel alot of disappointment and so do I make you feel too. Obviously we dont work it out no matter what. Now you know the reason that im waiting only one thing. Therefore, there's no point for you to find me and talk everyday. Seriously, I dont really know what to talk to you.

Because I've no heart.It been smash into pieces months ago. Thank you very much.

Just found an article from facebook.

我想你、但不会找你

有时候，你很想念一个人，但你不会打电话给他。打电话给他，不知道说甚麼好，还是不打比较好。( Therefore, see him from a corner is enough )

想念一个人，不一定要听到他的声音。听到了他的声音，也许就是另一回事。( I think will tears) 想像中的一切，往往比现实稍微美好一点。想念中的那个人，也比现实稍微温暖一点。思念好像是很遥远的一回事，有时却偏偏比现实亲近一点。

一个女人因为一个男人的离开而自寻短见，只有一个原因，就是除了他以外，她一无所有。拥有得愈多的人，愈舍不得死。一无所有的人，才会觉得活著没意思。 ( Hahas.. )

他不爱你，再过一万年之后也不爱你，你为甚麼还要为他痴迷，为他流泪？( To let myself feel better )

有些事情是不可以勉强的。恋爱是双程路，单恋也该有一条底线，到了底线，就是退出的时候。这条路行不通，你该想想另一条路，而不是在路口徘徊。这里不留人，自有留人处。

如果你开心和悲伤的时候，首先想到的，都是同一个人，那就最完美，如果开心的时候和悲伤的时候，首先想到的，不是同一个人，我劝你应该选择你想和她共度悲伤时刻的那一个，人生本来是苦多於乐。你的开心，有太多人可以和你分享，不一定要是情人，如果日子过得快乐，自己一人也很好，悲伤，却不是很多人可以和你分担。你愿意把悲伤告诉他，他才是你最想亲近和珍惜的人 ( Always and forever only one and same person for me ;] )

离开之后，我想你不要忘记一件事：不要忘记想念我。想念我的时候，不要忘记我也在想念你。

就是喜欢这样，即使想你想到哭，我也不会去找你，我只是静静的想你。 ( I hope its true .. )

Sign Off : 12:42AM

Nights. Ciaos.

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Raazxc♥

.::AmIReallyHappy::.

Hi Bangs.

2011-07-04T22:48:00.003+08:00

Meeting you was fate,
becoming your friend was a choice,
but falling in love with you was beyond my control.

Obviously I've cut my hair. Bye Long fringe, Hi bangs. The first time I cut bangs. Somehow it makes my face look rounder. My dad even told me that I look fatter. Gosh. But I've already cut it so let it be. Went to college and have class as normal but today presentation I just get nervous. Because I'm not confident with what I wanted to present about. Funny right. Maybe I just lost my own confidence. Hahas.

I've decided to change the Video production MTV song to Lara - 靠近一点点. I think I should shoot some happy MV instead of sad MV. Good Luck to me.

I need more encouragement. Imma so lazy nowdays. I dont feel like chiong for Good CGPA anymore lol. Eff me ._.'' Arghs.

He just made me think how good you are to me.

Ciaos..

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Raazxc

.::HiBangs::.

How I Wish.

2011-07-02T22:59:00.003+08:00

缘分是本书, 翻的不经意会错过。读的太认真会流泪。

How I wish I could go to the beach with you with this shoe and left our cute little foot prints there. ;']

Sometimes sit down and stare at the clock quietly and wish the time can rewind and stop at that moment.

Today said want to go and have a haircut but till the end dint go. 10 plus in the morning, I wake up and realise my left eye swell. First thing in my mind is Fuck. I cant wear lens then how to have hair cut. I wash my eye. Make it cool down. Make it less swollen asap. In the end, evening plan to go have hair cut. Wear my lens in my red eye condition -.- pain. Then salon's uncle call my mum asked not to go today because alot of customer.

At night went to Bangsar Village. See and envy the rich people there. Dinner at Madam Kwan then fetch my brother who went to friend's birthday at Mont Kiara. My brother took his result today and its bad. In the end, I kena scold. Fuck this. Mum scold me that brother will go commerce class because of me saying commerce class easier to get A's. He went commerce cant even get A's. Do you expect him to went pure science class like me? His modern math cant score well as me and you expect him to take add math? When brother get bad result, everytime I kena. WHAT FOR? fuck this shit. My emotions is hard to control now. Dont make me angry or upset. I wont care anything to shout out loud to you or even say at the most, I commit suicide.

Pity my eyes. the tears is so bad. I think my eyes is too and over tired. therefore it swells up.

Seriously. I tried hard. It kills me. I just felt pain.

Ciaos .

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Raazxc♥

.::AnotherBadDay::.

Seriously, Not feeling well.

2011-06-26T23:33:00.003+08:00

這世界除了你，再不會有人這樣讓我堅定到失控。

I hate this love song~ I hate this love song~ ♥bigbang.

My stomach is so pain pain pain pain pain. ;'( How I wish....

Facebook new feed been spam with 11.11 post. Its fake!

Recently feel so down. I dont know why. I think my EQ gets lowered.

Gonna get busy. Bunch of assignments. haha. Seriously, I no mood to do it. Dont know what result will I get for this semester. Previous semester result is the best ever.

Thanks and fullstop ;]

I Screw up my macbook audi. I need to reinstall it again ._. blahss... and tht Yu en - the yuennie ballie.. very wu liao de come bully me always ;(

He said :

Lols says:

*hah

*you bounce with the bad luck la !

*xD

Seriously, I am bad luck for years. Thank you very much.

Gotta off. Tomorrow school 11am.

Nights to people who still care about me.

Ciaos

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Raazxc

.::ILoseToMyself::.

Thanks for the Happiness Again.

2011-06-22T12:22:00.005+08:00

不打擾，是我唯一可以送給你的禮物。

I can take care myself for my life. The first person that scolded me like that. Non of them scold me like that before. Irritates me.

不管放下了还是变陌生了，眼泪偶尔还是会掉下，因为我很想你曾经给过我幸福的那个感觉。

I feel my life so messed up. What I have now is not what I wanted. I just pass my day just for the seek of staying alive. That day I really so happy. Seriously, so happy. It really let me feels better. I able to sleep well a bit though. Hahas.

2D animation. Im so lazy to do. Multimedia Interface, I think our idea is great enough for us.

Waiting is the only thing I can do.

I know I can wait because I really do.

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Raazxc♥

.::ThanksForMakingMeHappyAgain::.

Act it out.

2011-06-13T23:00:00.004+08:00

我捧着一颗心，希望你会带回去。

Saturday attend my cousin's wedding dinner. I think the food is salty and all relatives just cant recognize my face.

Sunday. Selang came down to KL. So meet up at 1U with milo and zhile. I look damn cui. I will be look more cui in future. hahas.

I look fat and cui. Just Ignore it... blahs.

Tomorrow class cancel again. Since new semester start till now, we been owe for 5 classes already. How many weeks did new semester just started? Fuck This. I suddenly thought of last semester result. Its good because I think passed my days in happiness. Now..You guess ;]

I think I fall sick? I cant control my emotions. EQ gets lower. FML . I want to be happy. Seriously.

Over 12am again. Another day of insomnia. Hahahas.

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Raazxc

.::JustMyActingSkill::.

Im Afraid.

2011-06-08T21:13:00.003+08:00

总有那么一个人，一直住在心底，却消失在生活里。

我的那么一个人已经消失了

Im the worst person in the world. Am I not right. I'm trying to make people around me happy but in the end..I only make people sad. I already lost of direction. So whatever I see, I follow.

Dont ask me where to go, because I lost the map of mine.

Dont ask me do I have feeling, because I give out my truth feeling to exchange lies.

Dont ask me what I need, because my needs had become memories.

Dont ask me why am I like this, because I am, I'm Afraid.

Afraid to accept any care,love, trust, friends and you.

I hope I can leave this world.

Peace with love.

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Raazxc♥

.::Im Afraid::.

Randomize.

2011-06-05T18:44:00.003+08:00

不要随口说喜欢我，爱我。
我很傻，会当真。

All Random.

Assignment is coming... 2D animation. I hate it.

I say I can take care myself means I can.

Somehow I hope time pass faster.

I dont know should i join cosplay this year.

Just FML. ;D

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Raazxc♥

.::Random::.

Semester 4 Result.

2011-06-04T00:17:00.004+08:00

不管真是还是虚假，我只想让你看到我过得很好。

Today my classmate get result from lecturer ;] I am very satisfied with my result. If Im not wrong..I got 2 subject top in class? Arghs..cant remember.

My Semester 4 result.

Critical &Creative Thinking - 80

BIT( Business Com. ) - 97

DIGITAL illustration - 86

Motion Graphic - 86

3D visualization - 72

Hahas..nothing to post.. Brain down at night.

I'll try to be happy as much as I can.

Ciaos.

Nights to people who cared and loved me.

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Raazxc♥

.::Semester4Result::.

Trust is just a bullshit.

2011-05-31T21:51:00.007+08:00

Je veux être son favori et son plus durement bonjour au revoir.

전 쓸모 없어요

Everytime at home stone stone stone. Think this Think that. Plan this Plan that. Just sit down and stare at the screen like an idiot.

Please dont find me and say you care me because I am a friend of yours. Your Girlfriend will not happy with it because no girls in this world like their boyfriend sms another girl and tell the another girl that he care for her because she is his friend. Just leave me alone. I'm living with my life. I love to be alone. Dont ask me to trust you or anyone because no one will cherish my trust and care. I dont need your pity. I hate all of you.

Ciaos♥

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Raazxc

.::HoldingMyB.Heart::.

Just another day passed.

2011-05-31T00:03:00.002+08:00

如果你喜欢的人不喜欢你,
那么就算全世界的人都喜欢你
还是会觉得很孤独吧！

Just Lost to the Time.

Tomorrow class cancel again. I feel this college is getting worst. My dad today fetch me and he asked me..why your college outside now so many those Mxxxx? LoL..what to answer? College only want money now. They want Quantity but not Quality. Fuck their Life.

I planned to use Ah Sang - Ye Zi song for my Video Production Assignment 1 - MTV . 1 Singer 2 Actors at least for the MTV. LoL...Planing in progress..Just now went down to Kepong Village mall there. Saw a bag i like but my mum comment so much so at last dint buy it. Then, found a pants i like but no size. Bad day huh..

Nothing to blog. Because my life is just so empty hahahas.

Ciaos♥

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Raazxc♥

.::FuckTheirLife::.

Rosemary

2011-05-28T17:06:00.004+08:00

人累了可以睡一觉，那心累了呢。。

Today, my desktop's graphic card finally changed. Due to my old version of computer, graphic card cant buy so expensive one ;( GAINWARD, PhysX by NVIDIA. My new graphic card.

My Audi, I changed my fam name from iHawt to Rosemary. Brand new life huh...I thought so. I've spend 2 hours to do Rosemary Siggy. This time I only use Words but not visual characters.

Is it nice? I dont know because I created it. The hidden meaning of Rosemary is Remembrance and Fidelity. I remember all the memories with carrying my smile on my face. Its because my loyalty been betrayed. Alot of things can only become a secret of myself. Holding it till the end of life. Rosemary is also the name of the ring in audi that i wanted since the day i joined audi and yet I still dint get it. And I recently only know the ring name Rosemary. Hahas. Everything seems to be perfect but it dont. Everything is fated.

陈思涵 - 雨不停

Another song that I Appreciate. Last time, I dont believe all the song lyric been created by real and truth feeling. But now, I do.

我不想去管去猜

能不能爱了就不後悔

我一直爱着过去爱着你

而我的泪就好像雨从不会停

不想要再去压抑我的心

那些曾经我选择相信

窗外下着雨敲打着冰冷空气

好像说着你我早已全都没有关系

Nice song ;D

Please dont say Im stupid to live with my past. Because it is the only way that makes me happy too. Im a failure in relationship. Yes its true but Im also the one helping peoples to solve their relationships problems. I wish people i help will success. Because now it is my biggest wish to see people's happiness. 别人的幸福，是我生存的理由。 I have all along become people's entertainer. I think I should seek people as my entertainment. It sounds bad. But Im forced to.

Even though Im afraid to touch and draw any portrait now but someday I will take my courage to finish a portrait of my feeling.

Sorry that Im just so irritating. Smile.

Ciaos♥

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Raazxc♥

.::TruthFeelingIsHardToFade::.

Hi College Again.

2011-05-27T00:08:00.006+08:00

A guy will make you think he loves you, but he really doesn't.
A girl will make you think she doesn't love you, when she really does.

I just simply love wedding dress pictures. Sweet , charming and keep my heart warm.

Back to college again. Seriously all afternoon class. Im a Producer of a short film assignment? I could arrange excellent time schedule but only need collaboration. Today Thursday and tomorrow Friday class cancel. No lecturer. What a college administration arrangement. My class been told that we not allow to take result of previous semester due to 2D animation subject been defer to this semester until July. It sounds stupid. 1 and half year more to go. I need to end this well.

June holiday coming for others but not for me. Selang said he coming KL at 6 June while Ct said he coming on 21 June? Hope i can arrange my time to meet them. Time can be arranged. Meet Ct with Ltp then i might be their Light bulb. Somehow so what, I still pass my days like this.

Late night cant think of much things to blog. My brain slow and dead at night. If you know me well, you'll know it.

Ciaos♥

Goodnight to anyone that still got heart to care about me.

Appreciated.

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Raazxc

.::Hi-CollegeAgain::.

Because Im Just a Girl.

2011-05-20T02:22:00.003+08:00

After last time wrote a story -bowl. Finally another light bulb strike up my mind.

I said I wanted to write an article and here it is.

2Am. I started to draft.

2.33AM. I type into this blog.

Why am I doing this? Its late night! Hahas. Insomnia.

My language skill is bad. Therefore I only can use simple words to form.

Entitle Because Im Just A Girl.

因为我也只是一个女生。

Because Im Just a Girl.

我累了我泪了，

我想要有个依靠，

但不是你说的一种渴望，

因为我也只是一个女生。

我想变得很坚强，

但是不管怎样都有限度，

因为我也只是一个女生。

我可以保护我自己，

但是我更想让你保护，

因为我也只是一个女生。

我常常很羡慕其他人，

但是我更想其他人羡慕我，

因为我也只是一个女生。

我在外头戴着坚强的面具让他人看，

但只有在你面前我把它摘掉让你看到真实的我，

因为我也只是一个女生。

不要以为了我着想当借口，

因为你无法真正肯定知道我在想什么，

因为我也只是一个女生。

虽然我也只是一个女生，

但是我还是有不同的地方，

特别的一面，

独特的行为，

奇怪的习惯，

因为我只想成为你的独一无二。

Yainnie 笔。

Okays, I admit it quite short. No idea already. Hahas.

Vision starting to blurs up.

Nights to people that cares me.

Ciaos

Raazxc

.::BecauseImJustAGirl::.

End of My Holidays.

2011-05-19T12:50:00.003+08:00

Dont tell me that I am too good for you.
If I am really that good, You will not willing to let go.

Few days ago[ Monday ], went shopping with family. Mummy bought me a bag cost 160 bucks ;] Have lunch with mummy at DOME. It cost about 85 bucks just only for us. What an expensive lunch. Walk around and Look around, there not much of people because its Monday. My brother bought himself a cash card. What I realize about Asiasoft cash card in Malaysia. From Thick and hard plastic to Thin and Soft plastic and Now?! PAPER MADE cash card. Fuck their life. Cash card raise about 1 bucks. Therefore its 25 bucks per 10k. Now they just print it with paper card?! What the Fuck.

Holiday going to end. Seriously, this holiday damn suck. No class trip. No nice movie. Bad weather. Bad day too. Recently feel like write an article ;D Soon it will be post up somewhere. Hopefully it will be nice. Next week. New semester. I wish it could be better than last few semester ;]

Ciaos♥

-EndOfPost-

.::HolidayGoingToEnd::.

丁噹～不只是朋友

2011-05-15T23:27:00.002+08:00

你身边的女人总是美丽
你追逐的爱情总是游戏
在你的眼里
我是你可以对饮言欢的朋友
你从不吝啬催促我分享你的快乐
你开心的时候总是挥霍
你失意的片刻总是沉默
在你的眼里
我是你可以依靠倾吐的朋友
你从不忘记提醒我分担你的寂寞
你从不知道我想做的不只是朋友
还想有那么一点点温柔的娇纵
你从不知道我想做的不只是朋友
还想有那么一点点自私的占有
你开心的时候总是挥霍
你失意的片刻总是沉默
在你的眼里
我是你可以依靠倾吐的朋友
你从不忘记提醒我分担你的寂寞
你从不知道我想做的不只是朋友
还想有那么一点点温柔的娇纵
你从不知道我想做的不只是朋友
还想有那么一点点自私的占有
想做你不变的恋人
想做你一世的牵挂
想做你不只是朋友
喔....喔....
你从不知道我想做的不只是朋友
还想有那么一点点温柔的娇纵
你从不知道我想做的不只是朋友
还想有那么一点点自私的占有
你从不知道我想做的不只是朋友
还想有那么一点点温柔的娇纵
你从不知道我想做的不只是朋友
还想有那么一点点自私的占有

Raazxc♥

.::IKnow::.

Just an outing.

2011-05-15T20:08:00.004+08:00

The best things in life are unseen，thats why we close our eyes when we kiss, cry and dream.

Saturday went out with my friends to Sunway. Actually we really had nothing to do. Went to Redbox sing again. Time havent up those worker already start to shoo us away == what the hell.

Walk around the mall, I looking for a bag but it seems like no bag that could attract my eyes. We went to Tbowi. A toilet concept restaurant ._.'' Actually those food really taste nice , especially the soup. When we enjoy our teabreak, we saw a guy holding a camera and shooting there. His friends even ask face the camera then smile and wave our hands. Lol..

Bought a new mac charger that cost 300 bucks. And bought a External hard disk 1 TB 360bucks. blahs.
Then night time dinner with family at ZEN.

My day is still so boring. New timetable really suck. Afternoon class. No Parking slot. Go home in traffic jam. Urhssss...

-EndOfpOst-

Raazxc♥

.::ItsBoring::.

Another day during holiday.

2011-05-12T11:11:00.000+08:00

Sometimes, slow down, stop and look behind at how far you've come.

Today wake quite early and nothing to do again. So this is what Im doing now. Blogging.

Recently always save a lot pictures and nice sentences from a lot of facebook pages. Can see that I am really bored.

Making a million friends is not a miracle.

The miracle is to make a friend who will stand by you when millions are against you.

Want find a friend that could understand you is hard but want find a friend that could entertain you is easy. Entertain Entertain and Entertain. My life is so simple and boring, dont have much entertainment. Argh..I want to go out.

Recently weather is so damn hot. I feel so warm. Just finished bath then sweating already. I saw a news from facebook, it says Malaysia is having dry season now and it will continue until September. Please tell me this is fake. Urghh...There are also haze around..smelly..

Yesterday surf facebook again, and I found this.

Who can sleep long means IQ high? Am I one of them *shy*

Im smart? Im not? Im Smart? Im not. hahas.

Is this mean old people is stupid? Because normally old people sleep very very less. LoL.

Think about my college life. I think my portfolio is very suck. I dont know am I able to went oversea with it. Sigh..

Recently I keep find taiwan drama and watch. Yesterday found 1 , it look nice. 不良笑花 Miss no good. Other than Episode 1, I cant find any website that provides me full episode! Rawrss!!! Alot of them blocked Malaysia. Malaysia Sucks man..... I want to get out from here one day.

Ciaos♥

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Raazxc♥

.::Boring::.

Mother's day '11

2011-05-10T20:37:00.003+08:00

坚强不是心变硬，是泪在打转还能笑。

Celebrate mother's day for 2 days. 1st day with my family. Went to The Curve Senjyu japanese restaurant to celebrate. Mummy bought Senjyu coupon for 30 bucks and we have to eat until 300 bucks to get 150 bucks discount. Ate till very very full ;( At last because havent reach 300 bucks then i ordered another black sesame icecream and lychee icetea. The lychee ice tea somehow like perfume. The taste is very concentrated and it smell really good. After I drank it, my brother told me my mouth smell good like putting perfume into my mouth. Haha.

The Lychee Icetea

Next day, Monday, went to some chinese restaurant and celebrate with my grandma.

I wore so red yesterday. Hahas.

This holiday is really sucks. After watched THOR that day then now dont have any nice movie that I feel interest in. Everybody went to school, and Im doing nothing for whole day. Want find people to talk also dont have..Hais.. FML. Feel like going out but go out do what I also dont know. Window shopping? == boring. Drink Drink Eat Eat? Money fly. Gosh.. What about do some artwork? FML. My macbook dont have battery ;o No Charger!! Hais..

Ciaos♥

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Raazxc♥

.::Mother'sDay::.

A Day For Me To Breathe

2011-05-05T23:22:00.002+08:00

永远那么理智，就永远都不会懂得爱情了。

Today Business Communication paper exam and Im late. Haha. Went in straight sit down and start writing. Anyway its easy, i know the answer for every questions. See, smart study works.

After that took taxi to The Curve with Jasmine. Bought THOR 3D movie tickets for 2.10pm. We went for our lunch at The Garden. Then walk around and decide to went in the cinema earlier. Get our 3D specs and get our ass inside the cinema.

Like flies ._. Its too dark though.

After Movies , we went for Redbox and Sing k. I forget to bring my student id but Exam docket still works! LoL. Like an Idiot. I thought sing more will be happier. It seems so tiring until both of us just sit down and watch MV. Lol. Then, went to DOME for dinner. I ordered the wrong things ;( I suppose to order chicken pie but i ordered seafood pie. And Yucks, it taste bad. Then walk walk around again then back home. What a day for me ;]

Ciaos♥

-EndOfpOst-

Raazxc♥

.::A DayForMeToBreathe::.

愛的天國

2011-05-03T22:53:00.003+08:00

有谁能够告诉我
时间的海多深
你和我的心明明曾经是相爱的
是否你还听得到
我呼喊你的声音
为何我有种靠不近你的心情
越来越不能够相信
生命之中没有你
好像天国没有美丽的嫁衣
为什么在我的眼睛
总有预感将要下雨
就算走在人群里也觉得好孤寂
为什么在你的眼睛
我看不到你的疼惜
难道爱已融化在时间里

有谁能够告诉我
爱的天国多远
你和我的梦是否可能会实现
越来越不能够相信
生命之中没有你
好像天国没有美丽的嫁衣
为什么在我的眼睛
总有预感将要下雨
就算走在人群里也觉得好孤寂
为什么在你的眼睛
我看不到你的疼惜
难道爱已融化在时间里
为什么相爱的原因
随着你转身的离去
爱的天国已遥不可及

Watched This In Tv and Heared This Song for the Show. Its really.. nice hahaha.

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Raazxc♥

.::愛的天國::.

Ugly bitch.

2011-05-03T10:59:00.003+08:00

痛苦是用来独自承受的 , 快乐才是用来分享的。

Obala, thanks for let me realise he became a part of my heart since long time ago without my notice. You may hate me now. I would like to be alone because Im a loner ;D Sorry I've made you angry and upset. Because Im a ugly bitch. Haha. Seriously, I hate my photo now. The smile is just so damn ugly. I cant do anything about it.

Just finish1 bakkwa , it taste nice ;D

We went to visit my uncle and aunt who came back from Australia. I saw this outside the hotel lift. Its so funny. No durian! Arghs, everytime they come back, they surely will ask me go Australia and study..sigh!

Ciaos♥

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Raazxc♥

.::Thanks::.

Sunrise and Sunset.

2011-05-01T12:39:00.002+08:00

一句我爱妳，把我哄得好开心，好痛心。

100days. Only 100days. And I shall go home.

There's no more The Day Wont Come.

There's no more I'll Never Lie You.

Just like There's no more Sunrise.

What is my mood before the day come.

I was damn fucking happy and excited.

You asked me to cling you as hard as I can.

I did. But you shake me off hard.

Everything changed so rush so sudden.

I cant take it but I must take it.

I tried so hard , finally my parents seems to accept.

They sometimes even mention about you.

How should i face them when they ask again.

I dont mind but why do you.

Im sorry because I fail.

I have become your entertainer.

Im sorry because I look desperate.

I just try not to fall off.

Im sorry because I become your burden.

But it happened without my conscious.

Im sorry because I never think of this great consequence.

And let you feel that sourness.

From the day,

You shouldn't be only one but it goes two.

It just become a part in our life.

You always said you're better than him.

What about now?

Im so serious about this,

and yet,

it ended up so fast.

It just fall on a nice number.

100 days only.

There's alot of things you never realise,

When you said yes, it must be a yes.

When you decided, it must be done.

I've put myself in your shoe.

Now, I've to go home.

As you wish,

Study and take care well of yourself.

Thanks for sewing up the wound.

And let it break again.

Im just a passby-er.

You said Hi and You said Bye.

Dont let this happen to anyone again.

It seriously hurt.

Good luck for everything.

Included myself.

Ciaos♥

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Raazxc♥

.:: I Love You ::.

Coffee or Tea?

2011-04-28T20:04:00.006+08:00

请记住，爱你的人很多。而我却只有一个。

Too boring so I feel like blog something else. Was at facebook slacking again. Save alot nice pictures including Danbo series! Danbo cute right ;] Whenever I see Danbo I feel happy. I put Danbo with coffee beans because it remind me of the week before assessment. Seriously, I took quite alot of coffee in that particular god damn week.

I Love Coffee

it cant be denied.

Yesterday, 27 April, I realize I lost my Macbook Pro Charger. Fuck My Life. I dont know what inside my brain now. Its fucking useless. Either my charger been steal or I leave it somewhere else. Monday assessment I remember I dint use my charger in college but i did bring it to college. Somehow so what, it disappear from my bag ;( Its holiday and i cant use my macbook now after doing some stuff and no battery.

What day is today? And What about tomorrow? ;] ?

Hahas.

Ciaos♥

-EndOfPost-

Raazxc♥

.::Coffees::.

Excited ;x!

2011-04-27T13:52:00.002+08:00

Have a great mood to blog now. Just finish done something I love ;D So excited to show but cannot show yet! hehe.

After 2 days assessment, holiday is here. Too bad 5th of May need go back college sit for Business Communication Test Paper. I think I sleep well yesterday after rush assignments for a week and always slept at 3 to 5am. My look is not good now x.x 好憔悴啊。。But i still wanted to take picture of myself since I feel myself so long dint renew my DP. hehe..

During that two days assessment, all of my subject get Good remarks from assessor, except for 3D, because no time to do and make it nice ;x I think alot people in my class 3D assignment get comment quite alot. Feel like going out someday, I dont really feel like staying at home nowaday..haha..Post till like this ba!

Ciaos♥

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Raazxc♥

.::Holidays::.

Pineberry♥

2011-04-19T00:16:00.002+08:00

Found this on facebook. Pineberry! So cute! White flesh with red seeds. Just attracted by it ♥

Pineberry :

The Pineberry is a strawberry cultivar. The fruit flesh can range from soft white to orange and is very fragrant with a slight pineapple flavor. Pineberries were bred from a wild strawberry originating in South America where it grew wild, but was nearly Extinct until 2003. A pineberry is smaller than a common strawberry, measuring between 15 to 23 mm.

Due to small-scale farming, small berry size and low yield crop, the Pineberry has been marketed to European restaurants, bakeries and wholesale markets. ( Aww..when only it will reach Malaysia ;[ )

Today rushing assignments and damn tired ;] Jasmine overnight at my house and do assignments with me. Raaasssss~

-EndOfPost-

Ciaos♥

Raazxc♥

.::Pineberry:..

My Long Dress

2011-04-17T12:12:00.004+08:00

When to Sunway Pyramid yesterday and ate dinner at dragon-i. After that walk around the mall and bought myself a long dress at Kitshen since I've been craving for long dress for so long. Somehow this dress attracted me. Cost 99 bucks ;( Why everything is getting more and more expensive nowadays.

I get my Hada Labo washing , moisturizing lotion and milk ;D I hope this product is really good as outside what people commented.

Arr.. thank ct for helping on buying channel last week for audi ;D

Argh nothing to blog about. My life is just so plain and boring ;x

Ciaos♥

Raazxc♥

.::Dress::.

Stress me out.

2011-04-15T23:04:00.004+08:00

Inspiration is What I Need.

All assignment due date is on next week. Plenty of them HAVEN'T been done by me. Haha. *Hugs Buddha's Leg * Cramming for up coming assessment.

Seriously, i need inspiration!! God, Please let me get some invaluable inspirations. Sometimes, do work with heart and with plan but still score as same as other who just simply do. LoL. Tired man. Craving for CGPA just to go SG but FML went to somewhere i've regreted. Blahs, just need to go on ;] Recently fucking damn Dislike someone. Is a she. A very irritating person with so called '' Princess Attitude '' but without any good temperament. Group with her is such a disaster. Everything have to tell her one by one, step by step while she only understand half what you're talking about. Asked her to search something for group, she even ask : " huhhhh.... how to search? " Fuck Her Life. I dont think she understand the usage of internet, the google. I dont even dare to give any work to her. All because of the comments by others who have pass through the disaster grouping with her. I willing suffer myself than do double job after she done her work very slowly and low quality?

I hope after next week, i could relax myself for finishing assignments and prepare for assessment! ;D

Poof to Audi ;x

Ciaos♥

Raazxc ♥

.:: FuckHerLife ::.

My weekends.

2011-04-04T21:55:00.003+08:00

Tada, just back from 1U. Bought nothing. But. Saw a dress i like but dont have my size. Im too fat D;< seriously .. I need to slim down.

Went to Empire Shopping Mall yesterday and tried my New Lumix Gf1 and my new light grey lens but it doesnt seems light grey. Fish. Still not very use to my new dslr.. x.x! Pass few days saw a Hush puppy shoe that i like but it cost around 200bucks ! But, yesterday i saw 1 of the shoe that almost look like it and cost 50 bucks..but i dint buy it because the store salesgirl went Hilang..what a irresponsible worker. I want that shoe so badly!

This weekend my assignment totally been ignored. I really dont feel like touching it but dead line approaching. Arghs. Imma Lazy worm.

Okays..My life is boring. Nothing to blog about it.

Ciaos♥

Raazxc♥

.::FML::.

New DSLR ♥ Lumix Gf1

2011-03-28T00:24:00.005+08:00

Lumix Gf1

Im so happy yesterday ;x My parents allow me to buy this camera even though last year just bought Canon Eos 550D that cost around 3k+. Somehow i been attracted by the white colour camera body but too bad..it is out of stock and this model wont be out anymore since Lumix Gf2 just release. Yesterday went to Empire to have dinner and walk around. Finally i found it. The last piece of Lumix Gf1 in the shop. Too bad it is red colour but not white ;( *sad*

Therefore ;

Raazxc own a Red Lumix Gf1.

When the salesman pack my new camera, a customer come in and says:'' Got Gf1?" The salesman point his finger to my camera : " Last piece, Sold out. "

Aww..lucky i reached there first and grab the last piece ;x

Picture taken by my lumix will upload soon and soon. Hahas.

Went into charles and keith again. Even though i everytime go in will saw soemthing i like and i want but I never buy anything there yet. I saw a bag cost around 160 bucks and was going to buy it but the bag strip only available for short one. At last didnt buy it ;( how sad.

This few days I dint do any of my assignment because I have no mood to do so. Prepare to die for myself ;]

Ciaos♥

Raazxc♥

.::LumixGf1::.

2011's New Blog Skin

2011-03-26T00:52:00.002+08:00

Finally changed my blog skin! I think I prefer back to simplicity. No more Twiit Language. Growing up already! Recently only assignments, assignments and assignments. Im stressed out. Raaaaaaaaaaa..zxccc.

Long hair , Short hair , Long hair? Short hair suits me or not? No? Yes?

LoL. Just random. Im so lazy to remove my nail paints but i want to paint new colour ;(

After stop eating so many medicine for some period, its coming back again! Toot it. Why cant i just get rid of it. It is so irritating and disgusting. Raaaa..

1Am. Ciaos♥

Raazxc♥

.::NewBlogSkin::.

Lasalle - degree plan

2011-03-06T23:57:00.002+08:00

Quite long dint update blog already. Recently was so stressed out. Assignments are too much for everyone! Im trying to get some time to plan my cosplay things , unfortunately there was a no. No time ! So..Put it aside first.

Where should I plan for my degree course? New zealand or Singapore? Someone ask me go Singapore! Why ar? ;x Singapore - Lasalle college of arts. Their building is damn awesome. It is so expensive and the course for bachelor animation is 63k SGD for 3 Years. *sobs* Most importantly is I need to polish my English!! Arghhh..so headache for the language academic. After rushing this and that assignments, there are still alot new assignments ._.'' In a week with 6 subject assignments, how to expect to create a strong portfolio? I need rest because im not insane like others ;]

Some of my Digital illustration currently in my pendrive :

Realistic Drawing andColouring

A portrait

Someone say he wont lie and bully me. And yet he everyday still bully me! *sobs*

Thats all for now. Night time brain not functioning much.

Ciaos♥

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``Yainnie♥

.::IWantMyDegree::.

Chinese New Year 2011

2011-02-12T18:28:00.003+08:00

Chinese New Year 2011.

This year cny is so boring. Not much Ang paos. Not much outting. Everything is just seems so in a rush. Most bad is I gain 1 KG and fall sick in this cny holiday ;( Whole holiday was just ate ate ate. Cny Day 3 went out with Jasmine and Huixin just to sing k. Was planning to watch movie..but the Queue is so damn long. Therefore we slack in the mall with nothing to do.

Schools Starts Again.

Alot of assignment throw on us.

Very buay song the 2D class.

No mood do assignment.

Finally get my macbook pro installed with window 7 due to the 3D max software that dont have installer for mac os.

My brother gets his birthday present of Skull Candy Headphones and i Paid 100 bucks out of 300 bucks for it. Im so kind ;D

Thats All.

Ciaos♥

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``Yainnie ♥

.::ChineseNewYear2011::.

When goe comes.

2011-01-23T09:59:00.002+08:00

Its Jan of 2011. Chinese New year around the corner! i havent buy any shoe yet! 2011 is just another year for me. I have to move on i think.

I've tried my best and yet you still not satisfied. Its hard for me. You will live better without me. Smile. ;]

Dont know when and when Goe come KL. He came here just to bully me ;(

And, Stop patting my head. ;roar.

Goe the cao cao xiao ti!

He has a big face and make my face look so small D; !!

ok Ciaos ♥

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``Yainnie♥

.::I'veToMoveOnJustLikeWhatYouWant::.

Im Stupid. Sch strts

2011-01-13T22:28:00.002+08:00

Tada! Holidays End! School Starts AGAIN.

A bunch of Assignment throwed on me again ;(

Chinese New Year is around the corner. And yet I havent buy any New Clothes Yet!!! I miss the day when i went to Singapore..Hais..Holiday faster come....! Theres a renovation for the house next door. Damn alot os dust, idiot worker no brain!! should put some plastic to cover or watever -.-!

Recently me :

My Mood is so messy and confusing.

Can anyone tell me what to do... I respect the decision..but..why now like this...

I know I'm stupid. I know I only know how to hurt people.. haha ;']

God Bless.

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``Yainnie♥

.::ImStupid::.

Christmas 2010

2010-12-26T21:00:00.002+08:00

Christmas just passed yesterday. Nothing special happen and yet spending it mostly alone. This year Christmas i spend it with no one else.

[ Christmas Eve ]

Went out at night to D'Fortune Restaurent with family. Having party there. Everyone gone crazy when 12am th-25th December. Mr yu en complain that goe is bully him in pool..aww..told you hes a pro. keke.

[ Me & my stupid bro ]

Why am I feeling weird recently? I think Im gone Crazy. Do you think so? ;]

Ciaos ♥

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``Yainnie♥

.::MerryChristmas::.

Th-Singapore

2010-12-25T16:16:00.003+08:00

16 December,

6+am wake up....then prepare myself to go singapore! Get in the car, nearly go out of guardhouse, i forget my hat then went back and take and go out again. Then just out from the guardhouse, i realise i forget my 2nd pair of shoe, went back and take again -.- Im such a blur queen. Reach first coach centre , milo and lala already there. So early le! Around 8 then we boarding from KL to Singapore ;D

After reach novena, check in, etc.... at novena mrt wait chu. He seems very very shy...haha. Reach Bugis then meet selang then boon and ct! End up play Pool with ct, boon and selang.

17 December,

Morning wake up prepare then we went to harbour front [ th-vivocity ] by ourselve. Then met boon and selang. Then met goe at the entrance of monorail. Goe is LATE for half an hour. Lastly we met ct. Plan to go to Sentosa but at last also no go in. We went for Movies ;D [ TRONS ] I hate the cinema chair ;( my neck is damn pain. In 2 and a half hours, my vision is full of blue and orange neon glow colour. My eyes is tired! On the day also end up with Pool at marina square again. Goe is so patience to teach milo play pool..hahaha..

18 December,

I've been wake up by Selang's call and realise it is late LOL. Then we wake up..bath..etc..and we going to meet goe in novena mrt but he seems not yet wake up. Therefore, Milo call him and he sleeps like pig. Met selang, goe , ct and lucas in novena mrt. Then head to pasir ris's white sand's ntuc buy our BBQ stuff. Boys went for market and buy things is so damn noisy and funny. haha. After that BBQ lurh..lucky the rain stops. Mr. Boon eat the most but he is the most skinny there.

The last night we at singapore so we ton at a lan till 6am then only went back hotel. And eer..suan liao .. i dont want to talk about it!

19 December,

Pack things and leave singapore...Before leaving selang got come and gift us stuff x] Milo says she she bu de le..she want go back singapore..haha..

-The-End-

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``Yainnie♥

.::Th-Singapore::.

Dec Holiday!

2010-12-05T11:43:00.002+08:00

December ! Holiday is here for me! Just finish 2 days of exam. Feel so free now. Going to prepare and plan my days for Sg trip with Milo and Lala ;D

Yesterday went to Pavillion Shopping, actually we want to go to Uniqlo but they close when its around 9 o'clock! Wtfish~ When to M.A.C and saw they having Christmas Sales and i bought a brush set of 5 which only cost 250 bucks compare to its original price 400 to 500 bucks . Besides that i bought Creme d Nude Lipstick! x3

Recenty me :

Planning to go for make up courses.

Planning to go for Japanese Language courses.

Planning to go for Korean Language courses.

Planning for Next year Cosplay.

1 of my comic drawing

I'm Crazy ;]

Ciaos~

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``Yainnie♥

.::DEC.HOLIDAY::.

undefined

2010-11-10T12:50:00.002+08:00

Blahs..Recently is a mess I think. Waiting for this semester to end and reach my holidays! I might lack of idea to draw or to design but i just dont know why. Later going to class again and yet I feel Bored even though i havent finish my assignment for nex week. Totally no mood for the assignment therefore no ideas.

My audi deproving very obviously. I'm trying to train back. But seems hard because everytime I play, im not focusing. Thinking about something else. Rawrsss.

My SA sniping sometimes improve sometimes deprove. But my rifle skill totally is a shit now. LoL I think because I dont like Rifle ;]

My singapore trip is still on. Hotel ? Booked. Bus? Soon to book. BBQ pits? Im stucked. Go where? All done! Who going to meet? Still stucked.

A part of my basic drawing assignment 3 :

G-dragon

Lady gaga

So yoen

Gtg. Ciaos♥

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``Yainnie♥

.::Undefined::.

Happy Birthday to me

2010-10-24T18:41:00.003+08:00

21/10/10.

Happy Birthday to Myself. On the same day still rushing Assignment haha. Because of my Lackadaisical attitude. Thanks for the 125 people's wishes in my facebook and few wishes from sms , skype and msn. Thanks My whf for the birthday song ;]

This year family not really celebrate with a cake but we went to EMPIRE shopping's Rakuzen th-japanese restaurant. Its really so damn Delicious and yet it is so damn expensive too. Teng they all say celebrate my birthday after 15 Nov? hahaha *happy*

My parents bought me a Ipod Touch 4G as my present. So happy lurh.

Thanks to someone that teach me how to put apps >.>!

Some pieces of my basic drawing assignment 2 :

I draw till so Ugly. Out of Shape i Guess.

Th-Randomness :

Multiface people is dangerous ;(

My Fringe is so long and so irritating ! I want to cut it OFF ;(

Someone now only tell me he underage and dont have card to book ;(

Looking Forward for the coming holidays in 3 Weeks MORE! ;D!

WHF is working... Miss ta.

Ciaos ♥ Going empire shopping mall again.

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``Yainnie♥

.::HappyBirthdayToMe::.

Sick + shopaholic + Emotional.

2010-10-19T23:14:00.004+08:00

Monday , 18/10/10

Morning 11am Typography class till 2 Pm. Then go pei Jasmine have lunch. After that plan to bring my MacBook and the charger go Ou Mac Store because my charger got problem and causes electric flow around the laptop. Too bad is the store having Renovation now ;(

I Feel lik buying the Ipod Touch 4G. x.x blahsss just because my Ipod nano got a Scratch mark on it. Walk around in Ou. Mummy bought her sport shoe for 3xx bucks and pants for daddy 111 bucks . I bought my LaSenza Bra for 11x bucks. blahssss how much we spend on the shopping ..Gosh ;( Went to some branded shop.. mummy bought herself a BAG but i dont have. I wanted the 5 Inch High Heels but my mum ask me where i want wear to ? Its 2xx bucks dont waste money and the Coach Bag that i want cost rm 1047! Gosh..Malaysia Government tax so damn much. Sian...

Daddy tell me newspaper say next year all branded bags and perfume all Duty FREE! Weeee.. i gonna sapu the bags home!

Sick le. That Day Fever + Flu + Sorethroat. = Dead.

Lucky now only Flu. ='(

No mood do my assignment. Im going R.I.P.

I Miss You ='(

~~Sorry if i had cried~~.

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``Yainnie♥

.::Shopaholic::.

Exhausted

2010-10-14T21:42:00.005+08:00

Recently me - Exhausted.

Studies :

This semester only have 2 subject for me. There's really little compare with last semester 5 subject per week. But, this semester makes me feels like going to insane. Just because of Pencil.

Basic Drawing Class

There's like 20 drawing per week. Each drawing with shading. My finger is going to crack. Marks is average. I feel bored when i keep need to draw.

[ My Japanese Manga Drawing ]

Typography class

Trace Trace Trace Trace Trace. Yea..tracing those letters. Untill now... I only understand what is link in this typography which is Serif and San Serif. Other than this? I know nothing. I Research myself? What for i pay and go to college for this class.

Method of teaching : No double work in class. Ask us to trace then halfway ask us to listen. Conclusion : Im Blur. I dont know whats lecturer explaining while i suddenly need to stop tracing the words and listen.

Get a Sense of Psychology. Human brains. Multitasking is always not perfect.

Maybe i should take Psychology Course. Because my Psychology Common sense is Strong. Dang......~

--------------------------------------------------------------------------------

10.10.10

What a cute story you've told me.

I'm Your Fiance. I'll wait the day I will become yours ;]

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Recently in audi heared of many rumors.

For some peoples like to create rumors, i think its childish.

People never think that way but you go spread and say people think that way and make others angry or watever.

Just want to gift you a sentence : Get A Life.

Nothing to Blog anymore.

Ciaos♥

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``Yainnie♥

.::Exhausted::.

School Reopen.

2010-10-05T11:28:00.002+08:00

1 Month 4 Days Holidays ends Yesterday. Teeeee..rawrs..

Back to class. Got my result. God Bless.

If Sunday Night I dint find Jasmine, I think she wont come to class. Because, she thought still have 1 week more holidays . Gosh.. Anyway, Jasmine's dog looks fat already..she told me her dog met a beijing GAY dog which keep chasing her dog and want to poke him..Aww so damn funny. She Also told me that the beijing Gay dog dont even look at the female dogs there but only look for her male dog.. lawls..

Auditionsea having a maintanance patching for Season3 now.. Damn Boring for me. It is a Guitar Mode. I cant play guitar mode just like i Fail to play SDO. Gosh. But i think Yen mummy will be very very happy because she very pro in SDO ..so means she wil be very pro and own people on Guitar mode in audi. rawrs. Downloading patch in progress. Internet slow like F***.

Currently Dwled : 34MB/ 88.6MB, 23 mins left.

Stupid larh. I want to Change internet speed package. My mum Dont want ;( -sad-

Anyway, My audi 20 - 30 frames also can own some noobs ;x hahahaha. They hundreds of frame also lose and say it is lagging. What the Hell.. No comment.

Mr Calvin Tay Spoil Zhile and my reputation in audi! I feel like killing him!

Just finished eat my half boiled egg. I love it. Too bad dont have cold milk with me. If not it will be awesome.

For you ;] I promise i will check everything well so that you wont feel depressed over somthing. Really. I love Bamboo so much.

For some random peoples ;] Recently I saw alot complicated relationships. Is Sg girls really that fierce? or biatchy? or so unreasonable? Why some of them complain to me that their GF blablablablabla. Hahas. What can I do? Help you all scold your -Toot- : Hey Biatch get yourself a mirror before you flirt.

Haha. It doesnt Work do you think so? Dont worry. Even im not a Singaporean but i think there will be nice girl like..... Goh Ke Xin. Shes Sweet and random ALWAYS! ♥ Miss her.

Argh..Singapore trip planing in progress. Date..I hate my college cause they dont have a fix date when is our next holiday.

For the Chili. I dont know need to invite how many peoplesssssss to the chalet lor....Dotz.

For the Selang. I dont know where to get Chiobus to the chalet lors......Dotz.

For the.. I also Forget. Anyways, Everybody i know are welcome to the chalet for BBQ. Bring Some Food if you want ;D >.> SHARING is CARING.

I'm Bored now by the way. Cant think of anything else to Blog now. See ya.

Ciaos♥

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``Yainnie♥

.::SchoolStartsAgain::.

Make up Testing.

2010-10-02T12:12:00.002+08:00

Make Up Testing♥

Blahss..Yesterday play with some make up..I never have thick make up on eyes before. Anyway, I know it is failure. Silver liner too much ;(

Recently I just cant sleep early..Gosh..Monday got class, I still cant sleep early. Preparing being a big panda tho. Everday Sleep around 2am + Then wake around 12pm. Imma Pig.

Imma Pig.

Imma Pig.

Play with my Mac Webbie cam. Quite fun cause I'm so Gila. LoL.

Make up Testing ♥

Ciaos.

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``Yainnie♥

.::MakeUpTesting::.

M.A.C. 3xx bucks

2010-09-26T17:20:00.003+08:00

Wednesday went out to Sunway Pyramid with Teng and Kim Mummy ♥

We've nothing to do there. So end up sing K in Red Box. Need Red Box Member Card only can get student price. Redbox New rules? Therefore i get my first red box member card.

I wanted to look for the price of Dolly Wink Face Powder. Unfortunately, there are no supply for Malaysia but only supply Dolly Wink liquid eyeliner and Lashes. Each 55.90bucks. Ki siao.. M.A.C also cheaper than it..

Malaysia tax Japan Import item very high. Example of Melliesh eye Lashes. If just convert the price from Yen to MYR. Melliesh lashes cost 35 bucks only. Here sell for 60 bucks? Very profit right? I shall open a shop for Melliesh cosmetic lor..Earn so much.

Just now check with M.A.C cosmetic that i wanted to buy from US. US M.A.C store is Much more Cheaper than Malaysia M.A.C store cause of the tax again. Anway, M.A.C cosmetic is still expensive for Asian i guess. The Total amount of what I want to buy is USD 125.50! Cost around 3xx bucks MYR. Gosh..i should remove some items -.-

Saving...Saving... Saving....

Saving Money for Singapore Trip!

I Stop buying Acash now because i dont even have extrasss for Acash now. [ Poor ]

After so long of planning a Fam ID . Finally its done :

Example of my Fam ID.

I will do it for every of my Fam members. Cheers.

The Health Issue :

Eat more Grapes.

Eat more Strawberries. ♥

Drink more Lemon slice with plain water.

Eat less CHOCOLATES. [ it cause pimples and acne. Fuck. ]

Ciaos♥

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``Yainnie♥

.::M.A.C::.

I wont leave Bamboo.

2010-09-19T16:35:00.005+08:00

Went to Langkawi for 4 Days 3 Night. Sat FireFly plane at Subang Airport. FireFly is Expensive plane and yet IT IS SMALL. i Rather choose AirAsia, cheaper and More space. I dont like the Hotel. Mummy Booked a Sai hotel because all 5 Star hotel near the beach all been fully booked. Have some fun there because i Love Beach.

I ♥ Beach.

Bought alot of chocolates. Daddy and Mummy bought the chocolates and Alcohol for total almost 600 bucks. The chocolate did price up but it is still tax free. I ate alot of chocolates. Here come Pimples.. Lawls.

The Moment.

19Sept.

[4:21am : i Slept]

I dont know why I cant Sleep. Just Fated that i shall know the news from you.

Its okay, Everything will be fine. I know will get well soon.

I wont leave and dont ask me to leave.

I just want you.

I ♥ BamBoo. I do.

Ciaos.

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``Yainnie♥

.::I♥U::.

Pink Beanie

2010-09-11T18:46:00.007+08:00

Today 11 September 2010.

I Suppose to go to Primary school class gathering but end up I didnt because Midvalley is too far and i will get lost there Alone.

So, I went to OU just now with Teng. Was a Oh My Gosh when i saw my primary friends there too. They told me the gathering was cancel because no one wants to go..Aww..

I think I spend too much lately. I spend 200+ bucks in Genting. Now I spend 100+ bucks also. Purse no money liao. [ Sad ]

What i Bought just now :

- Skin Food's BB cream [ Finally my 1st BB cream 5x bucks T_T ]

- Skin Food's Light Green nail paint

- Momoe's Beanie [ Finally my 1st beanie!!! RAWRS! ]

Teng and Mummy bought White beanie and i bought Pink one! I ♥ PINK! [ Teng owe me 26 bucks, Mummy owe me 35 bucks. haha!]

Went to the Garden to have lunch! Butter Ginger fish is very nice..Inside got mashpotato!! I ♥ Soda rose.

My Soda Rose [ PINK ♥ ]

Today's Movie :

Cats And Dogs 2! Nice nice nice..so funny.

Kitty Golere! Kitty Golere! Diggs FTW!

Tomorrow I'm gonna fly to Langkawi! Must Miss Me for 4 days!

Ciaos♥

``Yainnie♥

.::PinkBEANIE::.

Sem 2 Break

2010-09-03T15:02:00.004+08:00

Semester Break is here! 1 Month and 4 days holiday.. Mummy book plane and hotel to Langkawi again D; I dont want Langkawi..I want Pulau Tioman la.. :(

11 September, My primary classmate plan to have a outting.

12 September, I might flying to Langkawi.

Why the schedule so PACK. Gosh. Other days will be growing mushroom at home...

Yesterday i asked Lecturer bout Sem 3 Holiday date..he say might be around 6 Dec ;(

Noooo-ooo-ooo!!!

I want holiday in last week of NOVEMBER! Because Now is Teng's turn no holiday on Dec. D; I want go Sg..I want bamboo..I want holiday..i dont want to grow mushroom.

I want go genting too..because it is fucking hot and warm here. i Hate Pimples.

Yesterday very boring, Audi whole afternoon alone, then want to change Fam Blog Picture but at last i become editing our babes siggy again.

Im satisfied with this siggy. Just Simple And Clean Again.

I ♥ my Babes.

What I Do Now :

- Waiting my Nail Paint to Dry. [ Fucking slow ]

- Massage my leg [ Tio Twisted ]

- Thinking of Someone

Thats all . Ciaos♥

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``Yainnie♥

.::Sem2Break::.

No money arrr!

2010-08-27T10:20:00.004+08:00

On9 Shopping will really addicted seh! Recently Buy clothes from online store till going Pok Kai liao ...wuwuwu... Teng keep tempt me...T_T! Rawrsss!

I Dont Want to be a Shopaholic arrrrrrrrr!!!

But i can because i can ;]

Shopaholic

Sem Break coming soon ;luv! 1 month and 4 days! so long x.x then sem 3 7 weeks then holiday again..

Sem 3 Break i want to go SG! Sg! SG! Sg! Stupid Teng now she Dec Got Class le T_T So only Nov..

Anyway focus on assessment 1st ;] Try my Best then will be fine.. Get A or not depends on Luck. Pray more lurh. Twings♥

Ciaos♥

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``Yainnie♥

.::Shopaholic::.

Not My Fault.

2010-08-26T22:51:00.003+08:00

A simple diary that no need use pen and paper to jote it down. Actually im talking to myself and solving my own problem trying to accept. Dont Know Why, People have to be so sensitive?

Hell Ya. I love stalking ;]

What is Crap?

Teaching people new knowledge is not craping. ;] Am i Answering?

In my whole Life. going to be 18 years, 1st time people hear what i say is craping but not useful?

Am i Giving better comment to improve Your Work?

Am i helping you to get back your lost file that you couldnt find in your comp?

Am i Listening You complain to me bout your now you called as bestfriend In Msn Or even Facebook message?

yea..All is craps.. Im giving craps to solve ppl problems.

Now actually I even stressing how to get better Marks for them. So they could Get A. And i will do so. Im happy coz Nerv Sign that ;] No marks is pulling down. God Bless.

There was a human Change and Spread the Meaning what I want to Say. No people standard is high so am I. Find the WORDS and show me where the hell to get the Meaning From? Or HUMANs around is Using imagination and Spread what their Brain said? Till the meaning is 180 + 360 degree Change ;] yea. I dint even say the word ''some'' or even the words '' all ''.

I want to say I did LIKE alot of them. If people's mind been change by others. No one Can change them back. So do i. I trying to do well. Cause i promise my dad if I dont want go oversea straight after my SPM , I must go after my diploma ;] Yes. Im Replying PPL. hahahaha.

一切都是人为的。对吗？

Im just talking to myself to change my point of view. Think nicely before you asume that was my LAST Conclusion.

人心没人看得见,只有你把人家的心看成怎样而传出去.

Ciaos♥

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``Yainnie♥

.::IWillNotApologizeCauseIAmNotMeantLikeWhatYouASUMEandTHINK::.

Just so stress.

2010-08-23T18:01:00.005+08:00

I learned a Word from my bro's friend.

[ Fuck Face ]

Its very useful because it suit to put on Attention Seeker Face ;]

Yea..today Im gonna talk about..

Attention Seeker

{!} Nagging On yourself doesnt make any improvement. Peoples already moving forward but you're stand still and listen to watever your ''bestfriends'' agree and get their Shit Compliment and Comments.

Choose Wrong friends will make you stand still and never move forward. Is that call 猪朋狗友？ I dont know.

Attention Seeker will not ever Listen to anybody who ask them to change. Because they have their alot of ''Best Friends'' Support them. Therefore they will not have improvement. I THINK they have no Ambition.. Maybe become a attention seeker is their ambition to get benefit for their life.

From my experience, Attention seeker will not get much Benefit for their life But they will get much harm on their life that they dont even know such as playing around with '' best friends'' until get a bad result or lost of life direction.

I actually want to help alot of people achieve a better result or better surrouding. They just dont appreciate. too bad.. tee hee..

End of the topic ;D Yay.

Recently feel so stressed. What is a face with no care no care but till last still dare comment shit? Sometimes I wonder assignment should be easy..yea it is Very Easy for me. But study surrounding is killing me.

[ Shouting , people who duno laugh nicely, playing catching? ] what the hell is all this?

It is a bad environment to study design.

Yea it is VERY BAD.

Sometimes i really feel like..is my standard went down already? Why standard drop? Because before that i was study in private school. Everyone there is Fxking Rich..Their brain is full of outside MALAYSIA knowledge. I appreciate what they share all along. Outside Msia is much more better i think. They go for high class place.. Shop for high class things.. Bring LV Gucci watever branded bags or purse to school. Hell ya..I at there i feel so envy about them but Im happy. People who surrounded me all is talking English and my mandarin standard drop alot that time.

What People I know now is who dont really speak English and yet they Dont even willing to Learn English. '' Dont Know'' is the word will come out from their mouth when people ask them to speak.Funny? Not really. How can people have any design ideas when they slack around and shouting Beside Your EAR.

iPod is my savier.

I on it very loud if they were no class in progress.

Insomnia is still the Words to describe my Night everyday.

It just happened since the condition of class getting worst.

Design Ideas is not approaching my mind.

Due to No ideas, Worried Came.

Then, worried become Stress.

Lastly, Stress become Insomnia.

Yay. I happy i type so much today. haha.

Laugh more daily will reduce stress. Everyone knows that.

But what if hear terrible Laughing daily? Brain crash.

I'm so boring and yet I dont want to do my assignment. Therefore i come here and write this whole bullshit of blog Post so that i feel Much More Better than before..

Peace ;]

Ciaos.

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``Yainnie♥

.::FuckingAttentionSeeker::.

Cosplay

2010-08-15T11:18:00.002+08:00

I want to join Cosplay on Comic Fiesta 2010! Its on 18th & 19th of Dec..Saturday and Sunday ;D

After Some research, Vampire knight, Chobit Chii and Vocaloid are very popular in cosplay.

I quite like Vocaloid. Miku Hatsune, the super popular cosplay character.

My Plan :

1) Akita Neru (70%)

3) Luka megurine ( 20% )

2) Zatsune Miku( 8% - Milo wants to cos this ;] )

3) Shuffle - Primula ( 2% - jas say this show very 3 8 )

Akita Neru.

Dont know should go for tailor made or online buy. haix.

Recently back to audi. Deprove alot alot. No people play audi with me T_T and i SA too much i think hahaha...

Assignment on college are 70% done. Later going to finish my videography assignment. Rawrs..Im so lazy lurh!

Panda's Bamboo sick le ;(

The Bamboo very bu ting hua..Dont want eat medicine lurh D;

Ciaos..

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``Yainnie♥

.::Cosplay::.

Hell Ya.

2010-08-11T11:29:00.004+08:00

Recently busy with Alots of Assignment. Insomnia for few weeks. Now all Assignment going to be done, I can Sleep WELL already. haha.

Bought le some clothes from online store, duno when it come can wear anot x.x bleh. Im getting fatter ;(

Stress leads me to Good Appetite.
Good Appetite leads me to getting Fatter.
Conclusion is Oh My God.

Hell Ya.

I had done my siggy for my orhorh ♥

I love Pink!

I love My name!

I love iHawt!

I love Teng, Milo, Mummy!

I love Bamboo the most!

Looks Simple and Clean.

I want to make some more complicated one ;]

Rawrs.. Thinking a new Concept for my final assignment on Photoshop LATER on 3pm.. D;

Ciaos♥

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``Yainnie♥

.::HellYa::.

第幾個一百天, 我才能了解你呢？

2010-07-30T21:50:00.002+08:00

第几個一百天-林俊傑

我把愛鋪成藍天
讓不安的妳一抬頭就看得見
我把心燒成火焰
讓怕黑的妳擁著溫暖入眠

我曉得時間如雪有時候會覆蓋一切
但是真愛一如倔強會重生的綠葉

第幾個一百天還是很有感覺
用眼睛去素描妳內心的世界
第幾個一百天也像剛熱戀
兩個人手一牽連命運都改變

我把心燒成火焰
讓怕黑的妳擁著溫暖入眠

我曉得時間如雪有時候會覆蓋一切
但是真愛一如倔強會重生的綠葉

第幾個一百天還是很有感覺
用眼睛去素描妳內心的世界
第幾個一百天也像剛熱戀
兩個人手一牽連命運都改變

曾有的敏感脆弱
在我的胸口妳就躺下來別說了
將有的固執衝動
我也會擁抱妳安撫著體諒妳心疼著Wooh ~Wooh~

第幾個一百天越來越有感覺
用眼睛去素描妳內心的世界
管過多少一百天也像剛熱戀
兩個人手一牽連命運都改變
當守護變信念連淚水都很甜

haha... ;]

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``Yainnie♥

.::第幾個一百天::.

Bird Park

2010-07-24T14:01:00.004+08:00

Thursday i went to KL Bird Park to take photo for my photography class and exploring for the videography class. Inside there alot of Ang Mo Lang...i think only us is Malaysian there. The most deep impression i have there was a Farting Bird. So damn Wtf.I think all birds inside there hates Ah xiong because once he going to take photo, all birds will turn around and show him their backside. haha. After Ah Xiong reach not even 1 hour, heavy rain falls. Becaus he brings bad Luck and the weather / Birds dont like him! Then we run for some shade. Feels so cold ..!

After visit the bird park we sit taxi to KL sentral then sit KTM ( very hot and sai ) to Midvalley just for a MacDonald. Then, sit KTM again (gosh) then LRT back to Kelana jaya..I was thinking want to find yen kim mummy or not but last i still didnt find her. Then back home♥

From all those pictures. I can conclude myself is Getting FATTER! -SAD-

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``Yainnie♥

.::BirdPark::.

wo shi 傻瓜

2010-07-02T23:06:00.003+08:00

温岚 - 傻瓜

其实他做的坏事我们都懂

没有什么不同

眼光闪烁暧昧流动

闭上眼当作听说

其实别人的招数我们都懂

没有什么不同

故作软弱撒娇害羞

只是有一点别扭

傻瓜也许单纯地懂

爱得没那么做作

爱上了我不保留

傻瓜我们都一样

被爱情伤了又伤

相信这个他不一样

却又再一次受伤

傻瓜我们都一样

受了伤却不投降

相信付出会有代价

代价只是一句傻瓜

To the Whole World :

I'm a Panda.

I Love Bamboo!

~~傻瓜 Dont fight please.~~

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``Yainnie♥

.::傻瓜::.

MacBookPro

2010-06-17T23:45:00.002+08:00

Bought my Macbook Pro.

Mac Window's msn so damn laoya..Just like window messenger.

Alot assignment need to pass up next week and yet Im so lazy to do it now.

Believe me or not is just up to you.

Phone Out of credit. -Sad-

This month used up to 111.40 Bucks. Cool seh.

Fwark that audi premium messenger. Make me press wrong from premium messenger 365days become premium messenger Plus 30days! F.U.C.K. 6k cash gone like that.

Recently bankrupt liao D;

I will master Adobe Illustrator and Photoshop soon and soon!

I need you~

I miss you~

Shiganeul dwi deollyeo wanna kiss you again, my boy.

Ciaos.♥

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``Yainnie♥

.::MacBookPro::.

Raazxc ♥

It's Tuesday.

A question for you.

Adele - Someone Like You

Smile.

x]

Baek Ji young - That Woman

One woman loves you. That woman loves you wholeheartedly.She follows you around like a shadow everyday,That woman is laughing and crying.

Once in a while.

DoorClose.

Hahas.

Seriously, I cant.

Sorry blog, Bear with me just for a moment.

Am i Really Happy? I hope I am.

我想你、但不会找你

Hi Bangs.

How I Wish.

Seriously, Not feeling well.

Thanks for the Happiness Again.

Act it out.

Im Afraid.

Randomize.

Semester 4 Result.

Trust is just a bullshit.

Just another day passed.

Rosemary

Hi College Again.

Because Im Just a Girl.

End of My Holidays.

丁噹 ～ 不只是朋友

Just an outing.

Another day during holiday.

Mother's day '11

A Day For Me To Breathe

愛的天國

Ugly bitch.

Sunrise and Sunset.

Coffee or Tea?

Excited ;x!

Pineberry♥

My Long Dress

Stress me out.

My weekends.

New DSLR ♥ Lumix Gf1

2011's New Blog Skin

Lasalle - degree plan

Chinese New Year 2011

When goe comes.

Im Stupid. Sch strts

Christmas 2010

Th-Singapore

Dec Holiday!

undefined

Happy Birthday to me

Sick + shopaholic + Emotional.

Exhausted

School Reopen.

Make up Testing.

M.A.C. 3xx bucks

I wont leave Bamboo.

Pink Beanie

Sem 2 Break

No money arrr!

Not My Fault.

Just so stress.

{!} Nagging On yourself doesnt make any improvement. Peoples already moving forward but you're stand still and listen to watever your ''bestfriends'' agree and get their Shit Compliment and Comments.

Cosplay

Hell Ya.

第幾個一百天, 我才能了解你呢？

Bird Park

wo shi 傻瓜

温岚 - 傻瓜

MacBookPro

One woman loves you.
That woman loves you wholeheartedly.
She follows you around like a shadow everyday,
That woman is laughing and crying.

丁噹～不只是朋友