Come back, will you?

I felt suffocated because of his terrible controlling. 

I miss us.

回不去了。

对吧？

Everybody is different by how they talk, how they treat you, how they love you. 

And I missed yours.

Should I stop waiting?

Waiting and waiting.

Getting back nothing.

Everybody asked me to try a new relationship.

It's a phobia to me.

I still try. 

I cried hard yesterday for you.

I don't know am I making right choice now. 

If I'm really leaving you. I don't wait anymore. You feel happy? 

Maybe. 

I guess so. 

You don't even care me anymore. 

Not even a single word from you.

I missed us. 

I hope.

We'll get better on our own road.

I love you LCH. Just too much.

I hope he will treat me good. 

如果我成为别人的，你也不在乎。对吗？

The 3rd year. 

Happy birthday. :)!

Even though we never talk much anymore. I don't know why my feeling to you still the same. Seems like cant fade away.

I just don't know why. Can you tell me why?

There was a guy customer. The way he talk and smile. Just like you. . .

You still make me smile even if you're the main reason why I'm sad.

Lol.
Yea. It's good to have many choices around right.

Great.. ;)

Happy valentine to you.

Happy valentine.

Flash backs. The only silly stuff I could ever see on you. -smile-

Recently there are few guys fooling around with me. I'm tired of planting seed of trust. I already don't know who to trust, and who not to. What's their intention of trying to be close to me. Why are they trying to flirt with me. I don't want to entertain them.
How I wish I belongs to someone else I trusted and tell them fuck off.

The insecurities that I feel now goes on 365 days in this few years. I miss the feeling of being secure.

xx I love you, the person that had changed. Two different world.

2013.1.4

Something just stuck there after saw that. Yeps. No more feeling. Yea. Can't feel.