Raazxc ♥

Hey. I'm back again. 

Why I'm posting here? 

Because this is the only place I can say what I feel..

Quarreling. Is what I go on every week. Too much disappointment I got from him. I'm tired of getting his attention from his phone.. What am I to him.. Just a name tag with girlfriend on it? His mum don't like me either.. That feeling.. Just terrible. Somehow, my depression seems coming back. I hope I can still cover it up. Not to cry every night. I don't want to go through the same thing in the past three years after you left me again. It's suffocating. 

Loving someone is so hard. Am I not right. Don't love is the best. Am I not right. You can, but I can't. I don't have so much friends around me. The friends I have with me mostly is totally different interest with me, can't get along well. That's why I need someone who really can understand me desperately. Yes, desperate.. Just like how you said to me.. The most heart aching sentence in my whole life now.. I'm a desperate person to the person who once meant the whole world to me.. 

Always wonder.. When will you come back to me.. A wish that will only remains as a wish forever.

Sign off.

A girl who talks to you without you to listen or see.