Sorry blog, Bear with me just for a moment.

Its 1:10AM.

Hahas. Why am i still blogging.

Sorry blog, I've no one to talk to. Therefore here am I to find you, blog.

I wont leave you never.Wait forever cause that day will never come. You will cling and stick to me like a magnet on earth.Not going anywhere.

Sorry blog, that i tears again. Why i've become such a dumbo.

Let me post some new sentences that i found in facebook. Sorry blog. Just let me type in to release my idiot emotions.

Got time then stay and have a read.

The worst feeling in the world is when you can't love anyone else, because your heart still belongs to the one who broke it.
世界上最糟糕的一种感觉是，你无法爱上别人，只因你依然​留恋那个伤害你的人 .

Trust is like a piece of paper, once it's crumpled, it can't be perfect again.
信任就像是一张白纸，一旦皱了，它就不可能再完美。

有没有这么一个人，你无数次说着要放弃，但终究还是舍不​得。

有没有这么一个人，你心甘情愿地被伤害，即使你知道​你会遍体鳞伤。

有没有这么一个人，你会在独自一人时想他​想到哭泣，却在看见他时故作无所谓地笑 .

(of course I have..)

女人敢走，是看准男人会回头。
男人头也不回，是看准女人不敢走。(Zen de ma?)

That's the worst part. Liking someone so much and knowing he'll never feel the same way. ( Did anyone felt that too? )

你不要对我这么好，你对我这么好，要是有一天你对我不好​了，我会很伤心。 ( Wo zi dao.. )

If two past lovers can remain friends, it's either they were never in love or they still are.
如果分手的恋人还能做朋友，要不从没爱过，要不还在爱着 ( shi zen de ma...? )

最失败的听众是，人家随便说，你却当真了 ! ( Then I must be the very damn god failure )

吃醋是因为喜欢，
生气是因为在乎，
发呆是因为想念，
伤心是因为不想失去。 ( Good! )

【解读女人心】

1、越是会害羞的女人，说明她越纯洁；
2、自尊心越强的女人，越不会主动追求男人；
3、女人越是说自己不漂亮，就越希望男人说她漂亮；
4、表面越冷的女人，其内心越炽热；
5、女人问男人的问题越愚蠢，说明她越喜欢他

( I think i simply just asked you alot. So it means this? haha.. )

如果一个女人真的爱你，
她会因为很多事情对你发脾气，
却始终坚守在你身边。
如果一个男人真爱你，
永远不会丢下你，
不管情形有多难。( owh.. )

I really want to talk to you, but I feel like I’m annoying you.
真的好想跟你讲话，但又很怕你嫌我烦。

( I know Im always so fan de )

她接到喜欢了七年的他电话。 他对她说：我们在一起吧。
尽管她听到电话那头别人的窃窃笑声。她还是淡定的说：好​啊。
然后她说：大冒险又输了吧？ 他说：我选的是真心话。

( This is exactly how i feel that time )

Lol..seems like too much uh.. Bear with me. It make me feels better again now.

SIgn off : 1:57 AM

Raazxc

.::SorryThatIcantControlAgain:.

Am i Really Happy? I hope I am.

笑只是一種表情，與快樂無關。

難過的時候就笑吧。

Seriously sick already.

Cough. Sore throat. Flu!

Alot of things gonna plan out. This week I must at least finish my 2D for 70%! Next week assessment for it already ;( MTV. I hope can finish shoot as soon as possible. Entreprenuership! I hope its fun by doing business in school.

When I sick. My brain function more slow.

When I sick. My hair gone very dry and messy.

When I sick. I dont feel like eating. Yea. I dint take breakfast and dinner today by only taking Wan Tan Mee as my lunch.

When I sick. I think alot.

When I sick. I cry easily.

When I sick. I want to care anything.

Hao. Sorry for everything. You did make me feel alot of disappointment and so do I make you feel too. Obviously we dont work it out no matter what. Now you know the reason that im waiting only one thing. Therefore, there's no point for you to find me and talk everyday. Seriously, I dont really know what to talk to you.

Because I've no heart.It been smash into pieces months ago. Thank you very much.

Just found an article from facebook.

我想你、但不会找你

有时候，你很想念一个人，但你不会打电话给他。打电话给他，不知道说甚麼好，还是不打比较好。( Therefore, see him from a corner is enough )

想念一个人，不一定要听到他的声音。听到了他的声音，也许就是另一回事。( I think will tears) 想像中的一切，往往比现实稍微美好一点。想念中的那个人，也比现实稍微温暖一点。思念好像是很遥远的一回事， 有时却偏偏比现实亲近一点。

一个女人因为一个男人的离开而自寻短见，只有一个原因，就是除了他以外，她一无所有。拥有得愈多的人，愈舍不得死。一无所有的人，才会觉得活著没意思。 ( Hahas.. )

他不爱你，再过一万年之后也不爱你，你为甚麼还要为他痴迷， 为他流泪？( To let myself feel better )

有些事情是不可以勉强的。恋爱是双程路，单恋也该有一条底线，到了底线，就是退出的时候。这条路行不通，你该想想另一条路，而不是在路口徘徊。这里不留人，自有留人处。

如 果你开心和悲伤的时候，首先想到的，都是同一个人，那就最完美，如果开心的时候和悲伤的时候，首先想到的，不是同一个人，我劝你应该选择你想和她共度悲伤 时刻的那一个，人生本来是苦多於乐。你的开心，有太多人可以和你分享，不一定要是情人，如果日子过得快乐，自己一人也很好，悲伤，却不是很多人可以和你分 担。 你愿意把悲伤告诉他，他才是你最想亲近和珍惜的人 ( Always and forever only one and same person for me ;] )

离开之后，我想你不要忘记一件事：不要忘记想念我。想念我的时候，不要忘记我也在想念你。

就是喜欢这样，即使想你想到哭，我也不会去找你，我只是静静的想你。 ( I hope its true .. )

Sign Off : 12:42AM

Nights. Ciaos.

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Raazxc♥

.::AmIReallyHappy::.

Hi Bangs.

Meeting you was fate,

becoming your friend was a choice,

but falling in love with you was beyond my control.

Obviously I've cut my hair. Bye Long fringe, Hi bangs. The first time I cut bangs. Somehow it makes my face look rounder. My dad even told me that I look fatter. Gosh. But I've already cut it so let it be. Went to college and have class as normal but today presentation I just get nervous. Because I'm not confident with what I wanted to present about. Funny right. Maybe I just lost my own confidence. Hahas.

I've decided to change the Video production MTV song to Lara - 靠近一点点. I think I should shoot some happy MV instead of sad MV. Good Luck to me.

I need more encouragement. Imma so lazy nowdays. I dont feel like chiong for Good CGPA anymore lol. Eff me ._.'' Arghs.

He just made me think how good you are to me.

Ciaos..

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Raazxc

.::HiBangs::.

How I Wish.

缘分是本书, 翻的不经意会错过。读的太认真会流泪。

How I wish I could go to the beach with you with this shoe and left our cute little foot prints there. ;']

Sometimes sit down and stare at the clock quietly and wish the time can rewind and stop at that moment.

Today said want to go and have a haircut but till the end dint go. 10 plus in the morning, I wake up and realise my left eye swell. First thing in my mind is Fuck. I cant wear lens then how to have hair cut. I wash my eye. Make it cool down. Make it less swollen asap. In the end, evening plan to go have hair cut. Wear my lens in my red eye condition -.- pain. Then salon's uncle call my mum asked not to go today because alot of customer.

At night went to Bangsar Village. See and envy the rich people there. Dinner at Madam Kwan then fetch my brother who went to friend's birthday at Mont Kiara. My brother took his result today and its bad. In the end, I kena scold. Fuck this. Mum scold me that brother will go commerce class because of me saying commerce class easier to get A's. He went commerce cant even get A's. Do you expect him to went pure science class like me? His modern math cant score well as me and you expect him to take add math? When brother get bad result, everytime I kena. WHAT FOR? fuck this shit. My emotions is hard to control now. Dont make me angry or upset. I wont care anything to shout out loud to you or even say at the most, I commit suicide.

Pity my eyes. the tears is so bad. I think my eyes is too and over tired. therefore it swells up.

Seriously. I tried hard. It kills me. I just felt pain.

Ciaos .

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Raazxc♥

.::AnotherBadDay::.