Spring comes and flowers bloom
Summer comes and memories melt but…
The four seasons don’t suit me well, I’m a cold person
My hard personality is like the skin-cutting winter
The cold wind – you all know
To me, coldness is everything, it’s like the winter sea
Send a boat off and you’ll see that I’m not an island but an iceberg
I lost my focus because my eyes are frosted
The cold memories have been trampled
I keep screaming even without my uvula
I was an icy road with only painful scars remaining
My heart crumbled as if an avalanche came down
After I put things back in place
The lights were off and it was night
Though the sun called you has risen
The snow-covered mountain does not melt
It’s cold here even when I hide my hands in my pocket
It’s so cold even when I blow into my hands
My heart is so frozen that my lips get cracked
I’m the only cold one even when I wrap my body in blankets
It’s so cold even when I’m in someone’s embrace
I try to block the hole in my heart but the wind keeps coming in
The spring comes with a fluttering heart
But I’m standing at the tip of fall My memories have stopped in the winter
I’ve put all the warmth in between the cracked skin of my dried heart
Memories are trapped inside the frozen river But it holds onto me and doesn’t let go of my hand
After I got to know the cold separation
The blooming spring doesn’t come anymore
Cherry blossoms fall like snowflakes, it’s cold here
Sunshine falls like a snowstorm, it’s only cold for me
If I touch anything, it freezes so I’m afraid to hold your hand
Because if you come close to me, your heart might catch a cold too
It’s cold here even when I hide my hands in my pocket
It’s so cold even when I blow into my hands
My heart is so frozen that my lips get cracked
I’m the only cold one even when I wrap my body in blankets
It’s so cold even when I’m in someone’s embrace
I try to block the hole in my heart but the wind keeps coming in
I’m cold as ice. I’m cold as ice. I’m cold as ice. So cold.
Spring comes and flowers bloom
Summer comes and memories melt but here…
It’s cold here, it’s so cold
My heart is so frozen that my lips get cracked
It’s only cold for me, it’s so cold
I try to block the hole in my heart but the wind keeps coming in
Loving him is like driving a new Maserati down a dead-end street Faster than the wind, passionate as sin ending so suddenly Loving him is like trying to change your mind once you're already flying through the free fall Like the colors in autumn, so bright just before they lose it all Losing him was blue like I'd never known Missing him was dark grey all alone Forgetting him was like trying to know somebody you never met But loving him was red Loving him was red Touching him was like realizing all you ever wanted was right there in front of you Memorizing him was as easy as knowing all the words to your old favorite song Fighting with him was like trying to solve a crossword and realizing there's no right answer Regretting him was like wishing you never found out that love could be that strong Losing him was blue like I'd never known Missing him was dark grey all alone Forgetting him was like trying to know somebody you never met But loving him was red Oh red Burning red Remembering him comes in flashbacks and echoes Tell myself it's time now, gotta let go But moving on from him is impossible When I still see it all in my head Burning red Loving him was red Oh losing him was blue like I'd never known Missing him was dark grey all alone Forgetting him was like trying to know somebody you never met 'Cause loving him was red Yeah, yeah, red We're burning red And that's why he's spinnin' 'round in my head Comes back to me, burning red Yeah, yeah His love was like driving a new Maserati down a dead-end street
I miss the old me all of a sudden. This moment. You know.. I always wanted to be happy. Even though last time I'm someone that is so childish! But, I'm happy everyday.
Pain, had turn me into someone I barely even know about myself.
Into someone very mean, drama act, always doubt people, fierce, anti social... Just because I hardly trust anyone else since I know trust can be trash up so easily. Yours, the only 100% trust build in years.
Maybe you still won't understand how it feels. Don't even bother. Feel I'm talking bullshit. But I know, the day you found the girl you loved the most. But it's not me, I know. You'll understand what I ranting about all along.
Zhile say I always good till you appear again. And I lose again. I know. You're my zing! If you watched hotel Transylvania , you'll know what is Zing.
Today I met up with some old schoolmates. She say now I so pretty already but why still single. I say because I had someone perfect for once. It's hard that I not comparing them with you. You know, it's automatically compare. I don't want to hurt anyone else. Now. If I tell you I'm all great. You believe?
Can you see how strong I became. I'm not relying anyone else.. I'm sure you're happy to see that.
But I missed the old me. The one you loved and hated for once.
