Heart Break-ing

My tears rush out of my eyes when u say tht sentence...

do u noe tht...the sentence tht u say out is tis 7-8month i most most afraid things..

why dun u tell earlier..

why dun u juz dun get me bak after the 1st break up..

the 1st break up..i just feel abit of sadness which i drop 2 drops of tears..

but now..i feel heart pain and break..

i cried for more den 2 hrs..until im rly tired n exhausted den i felt aslp

why cant u lie other things to me..

why must about the things tht i most most afraid of..

im feel so..disapointed..mayb i cant take tis anymore..

everytime i think bak wat u said..

my eye just full of tears..even now..im still typing it..

u shuld rmb wats my pm last time...

回忆越美， 越可怕，越挣扎， 眼泪越是掉下。

倒立，眼泪是不是就不会流出来。。

我的答案是 [ 会 ]

i duno wat im thinking rite now..

mayb im emo-ing..

i did tell u b4..

我怕分手的感觉。。

it is same as heart fall frm a top hills..

you noe..tht day morning..19/1

i in school draw le somthing tht i feel veli happy of wat i wanna say in tht drawing..

but nite..it seems like my nitemare ever..

Todae, i in skl open my file..saw the drawing..i duno y my eye sudden was wet again..

i almost cry out again..

but at the end i cried infront of joey..

imma speechless..

wat shuld i do?

how can u so selfish..

isit all boi is tht selfish too?

until u hurt a person's feeling..

i rmb i did tell u bout the song ' if i were a boy ' by beyonce..

u shuld noe wat the song lyric means..

my brain was totally empty n blackout..

should we continue or just ...

i need some reason..some reason!

when the 1st msg tht i write ' I ' love you..

from tht moment ...i rly meant it!

b4 i was totally thrust in you tht u wan me to..

i will type without the ' I '..

Now..

my heart feel like somethings pressing it..

is hard to describe wat i rly feel now..

finally i noe..

why gals will cry just bcoz of a boi

Tell me..wat shuld i do..pls

i dun like to think or choose anythings..

i hope i was a metal , a stick or a nothing!

so tht i cant feel the pain in my heart .

``Yainnie`

.::heartbreak::.